When the mirror becomes an icon in the process of individual self-representation, as an essential reflection of the psychology of the figure, it explores the propositions of “gaze” and “self.” It is also a reflection of reality and illusion. The traces of childbirth and aging for women are plentiful and beautiful, and the skin forms that everyone has in some form or another should not be a source of anxiety. When women face the mirror, it is a process of self-expression, reflection, and self-enlightenment, while the scene in the present becomes private space.
In previous research, I have found that when people look in the mirror, they first notice what they think is ‘unattractive’ about themselves and exaggerate these ‘flaws.’ Still, when they look at others, they prioritize what is beautiful. The desire to explore the desires and imaginations of the human heart from a different perspective by painting on mirrors. They communicate the body through a completely artificial shape, empowering women while making them the decision-makers.
So I prepared some mirrors and acrylic paints and sought out women who had ideas about body shame, hoping to connect with them in this way and share their stories.
- Cici, 27 years old, model

She was trying to convey that when she was looking in the mirror, she saw the delicate makeup on her face, like a color palette, and that being bombarded by social media daily had almost caused her anxiety to rise. She almost didn’t recognize herself anymore—so many colors representing the influence of social media (outside influences). During the painting process, I asked her what color she wished she was, and she said white; she expected she could be thin and look better and pure like white.
- Cheng, 25 years old, teacher

I have gone through plastic surgery, I have adjusted my nose and chin, the mirror part is what has been lost, the escape from the real world due to the lack of confidence and anxiety about my appearance, the pink part is what I see as my flaws that have been covered up, the white part represents the self I want to express, such as the inner body resistance and anxiety.
3、Tian, 23 years old, blogger

I paint colors on the mirror that look like outside eyes, reflecting on my face and examining me. When the water stain at the bottom appears, we don’t care at first, but then it changes color and stays on the piece, changing my face with it. My feedback has gradually calmed down, especially when I realize that I am the mirror, and I can no longer go with the flow because the mirrors are constantly feeding off the opinions of others, and these mirrors have already been tarnished.
- Yu, 18 years old, student

I hate my double chin, which is particularly conspicuous when I see myself in the mirror, so I get more anxious. I can’t look at myself in the mirror; I cover my eyes in red and draw a lot of red roses around me; I want what I see to be beautiful. And when I faced the mirror again, my mirror self between deception and fantasy made me stop, and I started to rethink who I was.
5、Ming, 30, Photographer

I am a breast cancer patient, and when I look in the mirror, it is not my face that concerns me, but my breasts, which I know are different from others and cannot be changed, even if I always wear wide clothes to cover them up.
6、Kylee, 25 years old, journalist

I am a journalist, but my face never appears on the TV screen. When I see myself in the mirror, it creates a strong feeling of anxiety, so I draw people around me, why others can have long, thin necks and beautiful features, this strong contrast affects me, and I get more anxious.
7、Vicky, 25 years old, art editor

When I face the mirror, I want to draw a cute little ghost, which is the epitome of my inner self. The mainstream media’s confinement of my aesthetics, this oppression makes me breathless, but my heart is still longing for myself and the future. When I finished the painting, I made some changes because I wasn’t happy with some parts, and when I revisited it, I realized that it looked like a mother holding her child. It made me feel outstanding to think that my mother gave me my looks and gave me the unique thing in this world.
8、Huang, 18 years old, student

When I look in the mirror, I see me as I am, as I am imprisoned because one has to fit in with society and therefore shape up; as a qualified mother, as an eligible student, I cannot jump out of this shackle, my eyes represent me knowing all this, and under the influence of this emotion, it deepens my anxiety, in my painting, the tide of people drowning us like waves, the net formed by the gaze of the crowd I want to escape. Still, in front of this vast net, I seem to have nowhere to go, and in the end, even when I jump out, I am still in the net. When I finish painting this, do I get anxious, you ask? I would answer yes, but can I not be nervous? Will I be free and happy? I would.
In my intervention, I found that they experienced anxiety when looking in the mirror, even to the point where some could not continue because they could not look at their faces. Still, after experiencing body talk, both parties increased their satisfaction with the body image. One partner’s devaluation of the self is often accompanied by an overestimation by the other, forcing a rethinking of the “perfect body. Should women continue to examine themselves from the first perspective, given the socially inhibiting environment? Or can body shame be better alleviated by using a third perspective to explore the body, thus turning attention more accurately and objectively to the actual characteristics of their physical form, without being influenced by their previous negative beliefs about themselves?